im thinking too much. yes i am. and the only person who can help me out of it is a someone.. so to prevent myself from punching a wall, ima start a story expressing my shit.

 

Kazumi, a 15 year old girl, was in a dilemma. Takashi, the guy, was the subject of that dilemma, which was: to move on, or to not move on. weeks ago, she didnt know how she feels when she sees Takashi's face. she hardly cares anymore, she says. but then her feelings came back to her one day. she couldnt wait to see him. but when that day came, she became disappointed. she felt as though someone was taking Takashi away from her. and that someone is someone close to her as well. well...at least Kazumi used to think they were close. Kazumi always loses her special friends, particularly the guys. so now, shes in that dilemma again. thanks to a certain someone whos no doubt wrong in the head. i will call this person who is wrong in the head, Kyouko.

 

now, Kazumi feels the need to move on away. but shes a very stubborn person... whenever she thinks of another guy, the thoughts of Takashi beat the guy's to Kazumi's mind. in other words, to think of another guy means to think of Takashi first. Kyouko is in her way and it was because of her that she had given up on her past love, Kenji. heres how it went.

 

-Takashi [a while]

-Kenji [two weeks]

-back to Takashi [for one minute, cuz of Kyouko]

-Takashi, screwing Kyouko's shitload cuz Kazumi aint listening to her no more.

-now, Kazumi is just a confused idiot.

 

because of Kyouko, Kazumi had these changes. they were confusing. they were annoying and Kazumi hated Kyouko for it. she feels that she should wait and see what happens the next week, after next week and so on. it was the same. no matter how much bullshit Kyouko gave Kazumi about how she doesnt like him, it was just too obvious that Kyouko thought Kazumi was THAT easy to fool. Kyouko is an attention seeker. you could guess what they do. Kyouko always got the attention she wanted, even if it means making Kazumi's friends turn to her, so she can bathe in her own glory. in the end, Kazumi's friends would be more of Kyouko's friends. Kazumi has felt countless times that she has lost to Kyouko in anything.

 

Kazumi is now in the stage of imagining Kyouko getting closer to Takashi. all the things Kyouko had said about how she doesnt love Takashi, will all turn out to be lies. Takashi has been important to Kazumi...

 

AHHH SCREW IT END OF STORY I THINK I SHOULD MOVE ON. IONT KNOW HOW BUT I WILL IF I CAN CUZ IM SUCH A LAME PERSON COMPARED TO THAT BITCH. HES NOT IMPORTANT TO ME HES NOT IMPORTANT TO ME HE WAS NEVER IMPORTANT TO ME. I DONT WANT TO CRY OVER THAT SLUT EVER AGAIN. AND HAVE FUN GUESSING WHO THAT BITCH KYOUKO AND THE GUY TAKASHI IS. AND NOW THAT I THINK ABOUT IT, THE NAME TAKASHI IS TOO GOOD FOR HIM.I HATE HIM HE GOT FOOLED BY HER. SHES NOT THAT NICE OF A PERSON EVERYONE, STRESSING ON THE WORD "EVERYONE", THINKS SHE IS. KAZUMI IS ME BY THE WAY AND IM OUT.

 

odaiji ni.

kaizenkaoru