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June 30 midyearrrrrrohayou..
hmm this is a reflection... i think..pfft...
i'll be rambling on about nothing special so yeah...act bored if you must
aaaaanyway japan is out of the world cup ... that means no more yanagisawa, no fukunishi and no kawaguchi....
okay something new that im into... SOCCER
so i suck at soccer. like i care. i support jubilo iwata~
a soccer team in japan.
jubilo iwata is a good team [but kashima antlers and urawa red diamonds are somewhat more better]
i like jubilo iwata cuz fukunishi and kawaguchi are in it~
and i want to own the fukunishi takashi dvd biography so bad T_____T, hopefully it has subtitles...
oh and the three soccerers [^^] that im obsessed over...
15 - fukunishi takashi, FW [jubilo iwata]
13 - yanagisawa atsushi, MF [kashima antlers]
23 - kawaguchi yoshikatsu, GK [jubilo iwata]
they're all married people and theyre around twice my age.
sooo this holidays i did more stuff on soccer than anime. whoopee
BUT BUT i do watch anime~
i finished a very VERY short series called REC. and a short, INCOMPLETE [thanks to brobro] series called fantastic children. AND i caught up with bleach and blood+. AND started watching half of the first episode of ergo proxy.
so because i dont know whether i did more stuff on anime or soccer, i'll start a list..
SOCCER
1. AUSTRALIA VS JAPAN MATCH
2. CROATIA VS JAPAN MATCH
3. BRAZIL VS JAPAN MATCH
4. REWATCHED AUS VS JPN
5. OBSESSED WITH YANAGISAWA CUZ OF HIS KAKKOII HAIR
6. OBSESSED WITH FUKUNISHI AND KAWAGUCHI CUZ THEYRE FRIENDLY PEOPLE WITH FRIENDLY SMILE WITH FRIENDLY PERSONALITY WITH FRIENDLY.....etc...
7. STALKED EACH OF THE 3 PLAYERS TO FIND OUT ABOUT THEIR STATUS
8. READ ABOUT NAKATA'S OPINION ON THE JAP TEAM [which wasnt so good] AND HOW HE DOESNT UNDERSTAND HOW PEOPLE CAN BE SOCCER FANS
9. DOWNLOADING THE THREE MATCHES JAPAN PLAYED IN [soon to be downloadED]
10. TRIED MEMORISING THE WHOLE JAP TEAM
ANIME
1. WATCHED REC AND IT DIDNT TAKE LONG [15-ish eps, each 12 mins]
2. WATCHED FANTASTIC CHILDREN [INCOMPLETE T__T]
3. STARTED WATCHING SAMURAI 7
4. STARTED WATCHING ERGO PROXY
5. STARTED WATCHING FULL MOON
6. BOUGHT MANGA: EVANGELION VOL.4 AND HANA-KIMI VOL.1
7. ANIME CONVENTION SOON
8. ....
so i guess i did more soccer stuff huh
and i didnt get much homework done....
okay i talked enough..
cat
May 22 hesitate translationstranslations to the song hesitate by akanishi jin [music: morimoto kousuke; lyric: akanishi jin & SPIN]. its on my space cuz i want it here...
after you fell asleep, i felt lonely, staring at your back.
i still cant tell you my heart
my lips that kissed you are still wet
it was so silent even my sigh could be heard
but from now on, i'll stop crouching down
i dont care to be stumbled over, i dont care to be looked as bad
[chorus] EVERYTHING WHAT I SAY ONCE UPON A TIME OF YOU AND ME
NEVER FOREVER I'M ALONE the silence was on the verge of breaking
if i tell you my heart right now, i can never go back
the only thing i can do now is to hold you
you are the one, from the one million people
i found my place, the name is you
if you feel tight, then take off your jacket
get closer i'll always be there for you
[repeat chorus x3]
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ah its nice to understand what im singing along to...
i mean.. i had a lil tear in my eye when i was listening to this song for the first 3 days...without knowing the whole meaning of the song. that shows how good akanishi jin is at singing expressively. i love him so muchhhhhh
by the way, i found out that he smokes but..yea..exception. i love him. haha somebody make him quit ><. he likes lions. and hes a cancer [zodiac]. and hes born the year of the rat. [cat chase the rat, get it? me year of horse but who cares]
jin likes bright, interesting and gentle girls. age dont matter ^^ count me in but yeah im not so bright. btw..can interesting mean weird? ...
im taking notice of the human beat box-er, NAKAMARU YUUICHI!!! or yuichi.
hes pretty cute and his bdays on...4th september 1983. jin is 4th july 1984. hes funny as and haha. hes cute too XD
yuuichi likes girls who are active, not too talkative, gentle, cheerful, & with short hair
--there goes my plans fweee XD owari,
kaizen kaoru May 13 AKANISHI JIN [BAKANISHI!!!]ever since yesterday ive been on a photo frenzy searching high and low [how far can u go on da internet?] for BAKANISHI PICS!!!
btw, akanishi jin is my new obsession, real life obsession.. AKANISHI JIN!!!
hehe man hes so cute watch his clips on
www.youtube.com or something like that and search AKANISHI!!!
anyway from here on is nonsense. just for my reference. just his lyrics which ive transcribed [with many mistakes since the song was from a live performance] during tutor XD. but yeah i lost the sheet at church. wonder where it dropped. maybe when i was playing 2 square or doing that lap thing up and down the stairs [in my altarserving gown thing XD]. okay here i go...MY FIRST AKANISHI JIN SONG.
Akanishi Jin - Care
naranai to sono naka de
bukiyou na aise wo ii
jikan ni oware yami nattetai
sukoshi jiyuu kanjita
ato nan menka sueba
omoide ni naru dakara
wasuretaketeita kioku to ima wo
utokasarete mitan da
taisetsu wa mono kakaisugite
arukizuaku nante kyou mo
*itsudatte bokura kitto dare datte
kanashimi no yowasa ikutsu mo hikizurete
dareka ga datte fumi da chikara wo
kitto soko ni wa naitabu no
egao ga matteru
sugukaku no kimi e
nanika ushinai kaketa
sonna fuu ni sou jibun no hou kara
tsunaidatte hodokenai you ni
tatoeba kimi ga kizutsuite to shite mo
dare no ai datte nandomo hi wo kaeru
tsukarete boku ni yori kakaru hi wa
donna kimi de mo dakishimeru kara
*repeat
jibun wo shinjite
transcribed by kaizenkaoru, mememe dont use for ur own website cuz that tells me that u suck [argh getting offensive. must thing bakanishi ^^]
owari,
kaizen.kaoru May 09 unspeakable emotions (c) Kaiten'unspeakable emotions' go to the tune of the song 1000 words by koda kumi, not by the crappy english version by jade from sweetbox ^^. yes i hate dubbed/english versions of japanese stuff.
whenever i see your face
i feel happiness sweep right through me
although you didnt smile
you gave me special feelings
that i cant express
whenever i see your eyes
i feel gentleness inside my heart
although it seems so sad
why do i have this feeling
that i cant deny
how can i tell you how i feel
how can i tell you to let me hear your voice
i really want
to hear you speak
for your words to embrace me
deep down i know that its hard for you
i just want you to forget that im just a stranger
and now i am afraid
that you will break my heart
[chorus i]
how will i know
where my love will take me
cuz i lose control
of my heart everytime that i see your face
filled with unspeakable sadness
[chorus ii]
how can i say
you're all that i need
how can i prove
you're the only one who i want to be with
as time goes by...
whenever you look at me
i look back to see your gentle eyes
but then you looked away
regardless how much hurt you've caused
can you feel my pain
only you can ease my pain.. and
only you can take me to where my heart belongs
forever more my love is true
i want to stay beside you
no matter how hard our loves become
through the happy times or through sad times
im always with you
because im not afraid
of what our future holds
[chorus iii]
when you walked away
i wanted to feel much..
more close to you
tell you all the things that ive been holding back
ive longed for your everything
[chorus iv]
when im by your side
my feelings get deeper
so please dont go
share your pain, share your tears, share your heart with me
i want to feel your love
[repeat chorus i & iv]
written in 2005 [for music/songwriting assignment..got my first A for da year XD]
was dedicated to 'kuroishi takuma', my old, old crush XD
now i dedicate this song to 'akimoto takuya'
owari,
kaizen kaoru May 08 ah.. quiet everyone...=.=ive dealt with liking guys who are older or who have turned out to be younger than me. some ppl are dealing with it too [points to someone].
vivie-chan may ask this..."is this blog talking about my *ahem* victim?"
my answer is..how should i know. i just found this 'copied and pasted' stuff interesting for future reference.
[by the way, this is advice for some guy whos going out with a girl 8 years older. the advice works for everyone though ^^]
"We must understand that time as we know it is an artifical device that has been created by modern man. There is no such thing as minutes, hours, weeks or years in the natural world. It is something that has been created artifically so that people are not late for appointments."
"You will find that as the years go buy, that YOU will age also! Eight years is not that big a difference! And as you age together and grow in love together you will not even give this issue a second thought! You do not love a number - you love a person, and such an insignificant thing as age will not even be a consideration many years from now."
[taken from some smart website]
any objections/supportive opinions welcome ^^
owari,
kaizen.kaoru April 30 sasuke... XDDiono i just found this strangely funnie... btw.. anyone seen the "gay sasuke fanclub" animation?
we love sasuke too much
Tonight on: Deep Philosophical Discussions with Sasuke
And so I said: Bitch please. What kind of straight man has hair THIS nice?
And I slapped her, because, I mean..
Do I LOOK straight to you??
And it must have been bad karma or something
Because I SO broke a nail while doing my hair today.
and the animation that i stole the script from is here...somewhere...
owari, cat... i havent forgotten you ichigo X] April 23 hoa lu anni =.=yeah...i'll start wit ppl i saw who i know
phu dong - myself [=.=], lizzie, tien, long, tina, alex, richard, chris, michelle, stefanie, huy, david, van, andy and shortie boii aka sean..+ some more ppl i forgot...
hoa lu - huy [aesthetically sensitive guy =.=.. i think that was his name anyway], andrew, some girl named leah however u spell it [she just says hi to everyone..?]..oo and kimmy...i think her name was kimmy, who's bunnie boii's cousin..i..think.... and kimberly .. sorta...
yet kieu - lillian, martin, gavin, peter and ho's bro i think =.=
tran hung dao - michelle&sherry, quynh, vi .. no andrew and david [-.-]
it was like a reunion today, but today kinda shmeows for me =.=
mainly cuz i feel regret, hate, hate, hate, hurt, pride torn up and a tiny bit happy to see those ppl agen...
i guess i shouldve went thieu nhi instead [they played sport omg i missed out.. i would be bumming around anyway but stuff it..] ..i cant believe i skipped thieu nhi for this..
OR go thieu nhi first so i can be in the best of moods before going to this anni thing.
but if there wasnt this anni, i wouldnt have gone to the saturday mass yesterday.
yeah im a church freak, snob me off next time you see me if u feel it hurts to know a freak
ppl i miss seeing on saturdays - 'super tall guy' and his lil bro, son [simonds guy. i ramble on about him all the time], tasuki and aniki [moved to 11.30 XD], 'takahiro' and ALL of his bros.. i think...
it was a reunion yesterday as well [without tasuki-chan]. it was nice to see EVERYONE else again.. i was hoping to see everyone cuz i thought super tall guy wouldnt come ><
im not making any sense no more, i think i'll stop
i'll end this blog with a 2 haikus
saw you and her there....
rainy day, my heart torn up
i never loved you
caught sight of you two
riding the wind, hand on back
pretend i dont care
ur not meant to understand it fully. if u want an explanation ask me. i have to decide whether to tell you or not though..
owari
kaizen.kaoru April 16 mid-april 2006 =]hmm.. the highlight of this month must MUST BE EASTERRRRR yeah... and for martin and thien, their bdays. huan's bday is coming up on anzac day and i forgot how old he's turning... this month, i learnt the line...
curiosity killed the cat satisfaction brought it back --i learnt that on easter vigil.
anyways... vivie-chaaaaan, yes im over him im going to takahiro now and im not gonna tell u exactly who he is *shifty eyes*. in fact no one knows, but i think my lil sis, lizzie already has a little clue ^^
on april 1st... that day changed my life completely. i hated what had happened that day, it hurted and confused me like there was no tomorrow. but without it, i wouldnt have moved on and good friday wouldnt be so unforgettable [more details in www.myotaku.com/kaizenkaoru, my weblog]
i miss pokemon now. ever since the evening i babysitted kevin and denise [cute..lil..ppl...sometimes] i had the time of my life remembering the names of all the pokemon. i crushed lizzie big time with the 'brainiest kid' game of guessing pokemon ^^. now, i think jolteon is the hottest pokemon XDD im gettin weirder each day. im replaying pokemon yellow, but this time on pc ... ah so happy i feel young again.
man i should start on hw.. ive wasted all my long weekend doing nothing... just thinking... i need motivation ...
inspiration; memoirs of a geisha motivation; every homework task i complete gets me one leap token to get closer to takahiro ......>^.^<.. AND my future career...>'.'<...
owari kaizen.kaoru yesh.. i changed my jap name..again
-------<SHINIGAMI CUP ....GOLDEN~> [aka extra stuff =.=]-------
--[VERY VERY BRIEF] CHRONICLE OF KAORU'S JAPANESE NAMES-- year 8; akagi kazumi [initial d inspired] year 9; aokawa kaoru [kamiya kaoru, kishimoto kaoru and koganei kaoru inspired; and inspired by the colour "blue"...@_@] year 10; [april-ish] changed to kaizen kaoru. chose between kaien and kaizen [bleach inspired [shiba kaien]] and kaizen (lit. 'goodness of the ocean', also meaning "improvement" if spelt with different characters), inspired by my older brother
[my jap name is now easier to say than 'aokawa kaoru' <<--fact, tested by my older bro =.=]
March 20 CAMP!!!!!!!yeah my first blog is on camp, tanoshii!!!!!!!!! XD
anyways, ima make it as short as possible ^^
here we go
day one...
- woke at 5.50am..
- opening ceremony
- at camp, got put in group, which is called 'buhhhh huhhhhh' and our group had an aesthetically sensitive leader, huy from hoa lu..
- cooking competition - we had to eat what we cooked....[burnt eggs, half-cooked vegetable soup and overcooked stirfried[?] meat
- the 45 minute walk on the track to the beach was the epitome of torture
- martin, ho and gavin paid a visit to out tent ^^
- snore time at 12-ish
day two
- woke at 6.21am
- breakfast was funny stuff with LONG SITTING IN FRONT OF ME
- games, YELLOW/BUHHH HUHHHH ROCKED IN TUG-O-WAR x]
- depressing lunch cuz it was nearly time to go
- closing ceremony
- PHOTO TIMEEEEEEE
- erm..home time
the end of camp!!!
aww man i nearly cried XD
bye bye
owari, kaoru-chan |
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